i can’t believe…

October 3, 2005 - 12:42 am Savvy - Care to expand on those thoughts? Well, on the surface, I agree that men can be really insensitive to feelings. Sometimes, even I have been known to miss a cue to be more caring. I think that guys are just trained to be insensitive, even to their own feelings. But, without more info from miss sweetfrenchtoast, one may never know who or what has her pissed at men.... one can only guess and wonder.

October 3, 2005 - 1:23 am e - i think she probably means "Guy" in that post. knowing him, the boy is one of the most beautifully confused people on the planet. he's one of the only people i know that can make the pope cuss and then turn around and make deathrow inmates smile. hope things get better for you. you both seem so nice.

October 3, 2005 - 5:22 am Sabrina - If "e" is who I think it is, it's nice to finally "meet" you. I've heard a lot about you. I was thinking about things last night and realized that my post could honestly apply to more than one situation I've experienced in the past few years, with more than one person. It's just that there are certain things that a guy can do that are really hard to recover from. In the situations I'm thinking of, it's pretty much been cases where a guy has either said something or done something that have made a really big impact on the way I view them, their actions, their words...and not in a good way. It's like seeing someone naked for the first time and noticing that they have a huge birthmark on their ass or something. It makes an impression that is hard to shake, if that makes any sense. Apologies for the poor analogy. For some reason, I woke up at 4 a.m. today and couldn't go back to sleep. Then my pre-diabetic insulin resistance kicked in and I got really hungry, the kind where I start to feel really sick to my stomach and faint and I have to eat something right away. So I just fought with my blender (I never knew a $20 blender could be so complicated) and downed my protein shake in one long, continuous gulp. And I'm still hungry. Not exactly the way I thought I'd be starting my Monday morning. Back on topic, I know I've said some things out of anger or hurt or confusion too that have probably wound up looking like that big birthmark on my ass. (I don't really have a big birthmark...oh, never mind.) Nobody's perfect. I honestly still need some time to process my feelings (and I really think I should force this to happen if it's not coming naturally) before I'm able to provide a more thorough exposition minus the haze of, well, everything that's going on in my heart and in my head right now. Ugh.

October 3, 2005 - 1:14 pm She - maybe sometimes what we need is just more open communication since everyone involved is having a loving heart and without bad intention. I can only smile when I see how "e" described Guy...that boy...

October 3, 2005 - 5:14 pm Guy - Oh wow . . . this so called "Guy" person sounds nuts. If I were him, I'd crawl into a hole from public embarassment . . . oh wait, I am Guy. Woo . . .