feeling restless

I had a good cry tonight.

And you’d think I’d be so happy after passing my exam earlier today…well, I am happy about that. And it’s not that I am unhappy…it wasn’t necessarily an unhappy cry, if that makes any sense.

I’m just feeling really restless. Like I’m not settled…like I need to do something big and life-changing like sell all my belongings and move to Sri Lanka or apply to Harvard Business School and emerge, two years later, a force to be reckoned with in the business world.

I guess I’m kinda feeling like my life should be bigger than me. Not necessarily bigger than my life, per se, but bigger than me.

Does that mean I’m feeling small?

I dunno.

Maybe.

I should go to bed. I’m tired.

And, obviously, delirious.