Tagged So my therapist thinks I shouldn’t make my blog public because it leaves me very vulnerable. Each person who reads it will take away whatever they read into my stuff, not necessarily what I meant. I told her I didn’t want to be defined by the stuff I write when I’m sad or scared or […]
Archive for June, 2004
Tagged From a recent post by ida, a blogger I can relate to in many ways:
“I’ve been a bigger slacker than usual with updates during May. There are only so many topics worth launching MS Word to write about and 9 out of 10 times, the subject matter (if discussed in this 1-way world of mine, […]
Tagged Most of the time, when I post something to my blog, I am doing a brain dump…writing for me, to capture my thoughts and feelings and the stuff that’s going on in my life. Sometimes, my prevailing mood at the time I hit “save” sets the tone for my post, whether it’s good or bad. […]
Tagged You might have gotten the impression from my last post that I was really depressed over the weekend. For the most part, that is true. Saturday pretty much sucked. I drove around town looking for a place to move since I’ve been feeling like I need a change of scenery, and the commute to my […]
Tagged I feel really, really crappy today. For some reason, even though it is beautiful and sunny outside, I feel like my heart is breaking. I feel very alone. I feel very sad.
Guy’s dogs died yesterday. They had been with his family for years and years. Their health took a turn for the worse and they […]
Tagged As down and out as I can sometimes get, I do often try to take a step back and see what I can learn from having the blues. This week, it’s become very apparent to me that I have really incredible friends. All my life, I usually had things go my way…and by the time […]
Tagged “I’m Wondering” by Stevie Wonder
Well…
Don’t you know I’m wondering
Little girl, I’m wondering
How can I make you love me
A little more than you loved him?
Ooh, Baby I’m wondering
Little girl, I’m wondering
How can I make you love me
A little more than you loved him?
Oh baby
Jimmy was your sweetie pie
Your precious one
And I knew you used to love
The […]
Tagged I’ve learned lately that life can take a whole helluva lot of courage sometimes. Right now, for instance, my heart is in my stomach. Guy came over tonight, which I really appreciate because he wasn’t feeling 100% today. It has helped me to have some company and someone to talk to. Jason came over and […]
Tagged The most disturbing thing about my visit with my mom tonight is that she remembers everything that happened on Saturday.
And she says she wanted to die.
i beat my machine it’s a part of me it’s inside of me
i’m stuck in this dream it’s changing me i am becoming
the me that you know had some second […]
Tagged I said earlier that I was kinda looking forward to this weekend. Well, it hasn’t quite turned out the way I had planned. In fact, it’s been downright scary, lonely, and sad.
Yesterday, I slept in and lazed around in bed for a while before Christina came over. When I finally did get up to get […]
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